I’m so bored at work.
I would like to not be here.
Maybe be at home or maybe hanging with friends . Smh
DEMF
So DEMF is this weekend and this is by far the only weekend I am really happy. I will not be on Facebook because I feel I dont need to, all of the people that matter are at the festival with me. I will be taking lots of pics and postin them up here. should be fun.
Butters always wakes me up and looks at me like, 😜 come on let’s play lol (Taken with Instagram at Castro Studios)
Scope out these clips of Architects forthcoming album “Daybreaker”. The footage was taken from the writing and recording sessions.
Do it!!
There are days when I wish I could just dunk my head under water and just leave it there endlessly. I have noticed that I have been verry dependent of you. If it wasn’t for you I would be feeling horrible about my self. From the way that I look to the way I talk to even the way I walk.you have made my life ten times better but not good enough I say. I’ve felt withdraws of you for day’s and it brings back memory’s of how I use to feel before you were in me. I am starting to feel like I don’t fit in my own skin again. People are always watching me and that scares me. We all feel alone sometimes but I feel this way every single fucking day. Even when I had a girlfriend I felt this way and you were there helping me. I just want to lay in my bed and sleep all day, eat cookies and drink milk while watching movies, smoke maybe smoke a little bit of other stuff. I feel like no one likes me unless I’m drinking or high and that’s reaaaaally how I feel. It’s shitty but that’s how I feel how things are. I’ve turned into an ass hole because I have my guard up at all times so I dot get Hurt. In the end you only have your self and no else. But I started to think otherwise when I had you in me. The old feelings are starting to creep up on me. I feel like a zombie when your in me. I feel I am not being myself or being someone else due to the promised side effects of you that was constructed in a lab. You, a pill, make me feel this way. This may sound cheesy but hope there is light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve gone days with out talking and that makes me feel good and bad at the same time. I think I need to go get you so you can make me feel better. I’ve felt like I have an ulcer in my throat for days with out. But that might not happen. I can’t wait for this to be over one day.
